Sometimes you love someone so much that you have to put it somewhere where it will be noticed to show how you really feel about a loved one and let them know how much you love them. And maybe it's a little bit easier to say your feelings when you write them and not speak them. Right now, I can't fall asleep and I can't stop thinking about my babe and how much I truly love him. I was thinking... what life would be like if I had never fallen in love with Ian. I'd probably be practicing on singing and guitar all the time, maybe performing all the time, and I'd be missing out on the best experience in my life; loving Ian Atherton. Just this last summer I made a goal to not let any guys get in my way or distract me from my singing and school and making my future singing career dreams come true. Little did I know, that having Ian in my life is so much important and it's a dream to be with someone you'll love forever. I can still sing. I can sing anywhere I want anyway. Ian came in my life on September 26, 2010. I thought that he was my dream come true. And he so happens to be just that. You're always in my heart, you make me feel more loved then I've ever felt before and happier than I've ever dreamed. The love and understanding you have is something I have never experienced my whole life til I met you. I know we have a love like no other. What we share is something others only hope for and dream of, but few ever experience. Our love is something magical beyond belief. This might sound a bit cheesy but you have reached the depths of my soul and my heart to cause me to bring out emotions I never knew I had. And unveiling an ability to love. I never thought it was this possible to feel this way.
Babe, I want you to know that I can never let you go. You mean the world to me and I'm not just saying that. Honestly, having you in my life is the best thing that could ever happen to me. I could never give you up for my anything. I could never give you up no matter what. Babe, you are a major part of my life. A big part of me would be missing if we wouldn't be together. Because no matter what, I won't ever choose anything over you. My dream is you. :) I love you sweetheart. Our relationship is strong and yes there will be misunderstandings but we fix the little bumps in our road, we work things out together, we care for each other, we listen to each other, and most importantly we love each other. You are the best boyfriend in the whole world there's no one out there like you. You are so special to me. I care about you so much and I want you to be happy I just don't ever like it when you get hurt cause it means my babe isn't happy and that makes me very unhappy. :( I'm so very sorry for the things I said I didn't really mean and the words I said that hurt you. The truth is all written here. You are my everything! I'm in love with you. It's just all about you my baby boy. I love you more than my heart can handle but I love it that way. ;)
Love, your Pootykins
